Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month

October is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month. More specifically recognized on October 15.This is a subject I know all too well, unfortunately.My husband and I have 5 angel babies, 4 miscarriages and one stillborn son.Loss is a odd thing.People will say all kinds of things that are supposed to be comforting, but most we're more hurtful than anything.Like the time I was asked if I was attending a baby shower for a friend of my husbands less than a month after we had loss our son Nicolas who was stillborn.I am aware most just don't know, what to say or are just unconscious of the things that may come out of their mouth at this time.

I still grieve for the babies we lost.

Although our first loss was almost 10 years ago and our most recent was a little of 2 years ago, everything seems so fresh.Healing is different for everyone.Earlier this Summer, I started writing a memoir about my journey to motherhood which has been a very interesting one.I believe the more we share our stories, the more we may be able to help one another.Until next time,