Nervous Mama

Many of us are preparing for our children to go back to school. I think even some are back to school already.Some of us have babies going to school for the first time...That's me!My little guy will only be in pre-school this year, but he's super-duper excited!Me.........I'm getting there.

I knew this time would eventually come, but it seems like it just came so fast!

Seems like only yesterday my son was a little baby, in the NICU, that we were trying feverishly to get to eat more than 3ml's a feeding session, so he could come home with us.At 3 months old, I did have to go back to work and it was painful! I had to leave my little preemie with people I barely knew at daycare.I feel the same way again!I know once we fall into a routine, it will get easier. Well, I'm hoping.As I write this, I feel the tension in my neck think about all the things that could happen, while my baby boy is away at school. I do tend to let my mind wander too much, I am definitely guilty of that.This was the ultimate goal though, right?He will always need mama, but it's time to let my little dude be away from me again even though it's only for 6 or 7 hours or so.He's happy, so I guess I should be too!I'm sure I'll cry that first day after we drop him off.Any other mom's out there having the same feelings?Let me know in the comments!Until next time...